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  • I'm scared

I want to come out but I'm scared
I'm scared of the outcome
I want what I know I can't have
I want what I can't have
I'm scared of even wanting
Wanting what I know I can get
I'm scared of disappointments
No I don't want to be disappointed
Im scared of losing my dignity..
I'm scared I might be loose without dignity
Being loose will show that I'm lost
Lost in a dark world
A dark world which scares me
I'm so scared that even smiling can't take it
I'm so shook that I can't even talk
Being loose lost and losing oneself
What scares me most is reality
I'm scared of reality
So many things we face as time goes
I'm scared of growing up
Growing up will only add to my problems
The burden will be more heavier as I grow
I'm scared of growing up
I'm so scared that I'm staring to lose my mind
My body reacts,my heart my head all react
I'm so scared that my feet are frozen
I'm scared for what I want
I want to have what I want yet I'm scared
I'm scared I can't even fake it
I'm scared that the tears may start to show
My eyes are so sore from the heavy tears

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